Text or Calls

These days went down without a call,

Thought you'd atleast text.

What's up with you my lil doll?

I gradually started to believe in what was coming next.

All these days I didn't hear my ringtone or notification sound,

Not that my phone was on silent.

To forget you I wasn't so easily bound,

Days went by as my behaviour turned violent.

I miss speaking to you,

I miss your lovely voice.

A few days later when I called, you picked up and asked, "who?"

I got played dirty like one of these cheap lil toys.

I wish everything turns to normal,

I guess I might be wishing too much in return.

I stopped believing that you'd come back saying sorry and being formal,

Oh watch that fire inside me slowly burn.

What went wrong with us I wonder,

Probably I was never good enough for anyone.

I feel all of it now, the huge blunder,

You were my everyone♥️

It's probably come to an end now you see,

Overthinking just made it all worse.

I remember the times on the swing we went "Weeee"

No  loving friends around me was probably a curse.