Heartbeat



When your notification popped,
I would text you back for more.
Never had my phone dropped,
For your message got my heartbeat from 68 to 144.

When yours was slow and went lub,
Mine was fast all round going lub dupp.
I'm so incomplete without you,
Afterall you're my everything bring my boo!

My heart skips a beat when I see your notification,
You're my favourite of all humanity.
You're parents have made such a beautiful creation,
My love for you is way above insanity.

My heartbeat around you would never be normal,
It'd either be 0 or a 144bpm.
Apologies came in as such a formal,
Now it feels dead, like a 0bpm.

You took away yourself from me,
You were everything I ever wanted.
You set yourself free,
Without you now it feels so haunted.

Kept my heartbeat running,
Since you're gone, it isn't even walking.
That sudden call by you was stunning,
In the wrong way I meant, You left me at your door knocking.

What wrong had I done to deserve all this?
Tried looking at the positive side of the story, couldn't find it.
You right now is all I miss,
I've lost everything but I won't quit.

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